[12 May 2007|05:53pm] I started my new job, I like it a lot .. but they give me shitty hours, and it sucks because i'm such a good worker, but whatever. Fuck it, atleast I have a job. Me and Jon are doing a lotttt better the past few days, we haven't faught at all. I think this space is good for us. I'm pretty mad at Sammee, don't talk to her much anymore because she's stupid. I went shopping today, got lots of new clothes .. and tonight is going to be amazingggg. drugs fashion

[15 Apr 2007|04:10pm] Things are going alright. I finally got a job .. at CVS. I start that Thursday. That way, I could start saving up for an apartment. I'm excited. I don't know. Last weekend me and Jon went through a lot. He fucked me over, like big time and he's not living with me anymore. I forgave him though, and we're still together. Things are alright now, we both had to change a little bit. Today is 14 months together, i'm going to see his game tonight at the Dome since he's working all day. We've been hanging out everyday, just having a good time. I'm still kind of ehh about everything, but I love him. I miss Jess Tokach a lot, I wish she was here. She's such a good friend and I miss her living down the street, not on the other side of the country. =/ My 'friends' around here actually aren't really my friends. I don't hang out with a lot of them anymore. A few of them that aren't just fuck ups and care about more then "DUDE LETS GET FUCKED UP ITS SOO COOOOL" I'm over that stage, I have too much going for me to hang out with sketchy people that are going to ruin there lives. I don't care though, i'm happy. I have my family, Jon, and a few good friends. Bob's starting my tattoo soon. Instead of getting a half sleeve, i'm getting the Japanese flowers going up the side of me. It's going to be real sick. I'm so tired, and bored. I hate the rain and I feel so weird right now. sex passion x drugs fashion

[24 Mar 2007|06:38pm] Well, I got my surgery yesterday morning. The pain is pretty intense. Jon walked for an hour to get me a dozen roses. My grandma gave me $40, and the other one got me flowers. Carissa braught me BK, and balloons. They all made me happy. When i'm able to walk again, Jons gunna help me pay for my tattoo. He told me if I got a half sleeve, he'd pay for it. I wasn't really for the idea at first since i'm going to school in the summer, but i'll just wear shirts to cover it. I know exactly what i'm getting. 1. Japanese flowers 2. ONE LOVE (letters) 3. A mushroom with a butterfly on it 4. The lyrics "When the wind is high, it blows my mind. When the wind is high" 5. A peace sign 6. 7 stars, getting bigger at the go up. (The color of the rainbow) It's going to be really colorful, and pretty. I'm excited. I'm so tired. drugs fashion

[16 Mar 2007|10:07am] I haven't wrote in here for a while. I've been real busy. Things are going so good for me. I got accepted into Allied Med, so i'm going to go there from July-Febuary. I start the day before my birthday. I'm going for a Medical Assistant. I'm really excited. I had an interview at Bon-Ton on Wednesday, they are calling me today and letting me know if I got the job. My surgery is nexy Friday, that's one week from today. Jon's still staying with me, and that's going really good. I barely see him though. He's always working or at school. Yesterday was our 13 month, and he was off of work so he skipped class and took me out to eat and we rented a movie. It was a really nice day. I'm pretty excited for June/July .. my apartment =] My moms really supportive and she's helping me out a lot with it. For my birthday, shes going to pay for me to go to the beach for 3 nights, in a really nice hotel. & she's paying 3 months rent for the apartment, & shes throwing a house warming party so all my family will get me things for the apartment. It'll work out nicely. I'm so happy I know what i'm doing with my life, and everythings working out for me, finally. drugs fashion

[08 Feb 2007|07:34pm] Past couple of days have been good. I feel like i'm getting back to my normal self, and doing things I like to do with people I love. Been hanging out with all of my friends again, and my boyfriend SOMETIMES. Our one year = 1 week =] I went shopping today with my uncles girlfriend, since he's in the army now and she's lonely. She baught me cigarettes, a shirt, earrings, and BK. I like her a lottt, they better get married. I think for me and Jons 1year/VDAY .. i'm gunna get him a hoodie, a CD, earrings [already got], guitar picks, and strings .. I don't know? I suck at shopping for people. This weekend is going to be good, I only have plans for tomorrow but it's gunna be ridiculous. drugs fashion

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